My life is changing so fast these days. As i grow in my serenity i seem to know less and less. I only have more questions. My pastor is always saying that the more questions we have the more healthy we are spiritually. i just get confused.
I feel like i am just beginning to grow up. All the years squandered. All the time wasted and all the people i hurt. i am having a hard time forgiving myself. I am moving on though. Facing my fears and doing what i can to help others.
Today i am off to see some friends i haven't seen in 15 years. they have done so much in that time. gone so many places. Earned money and bought a place of their own.
I am grateful that i have my life today. I have my health. i just lost a good friend to cancer and it kills me not understanding how such a bad thing can happen to such good people.
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